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The tsunami of autism.
These are not my posts. But I wanted to share: "The tsunami of young children diagnosed with autism in the 90s are now adults. Their parents are getting old and starting to pass from the scene, and the taxpayers are going to start to learn how much of a subsidy those parents have been providing over the years." "Special needs is life-consuming for the caregiver. Other siblings should be able to choose whether to sign up for that. Parents should not put that on their other chi
caretakeradvocates
6 days ago1 min read


Playing God by preserving the weak.
Rough notes: Why do we think saving the weak and the sick and the insane at the expense of the sane is something God wants? Where did that idea even come from, because it's not in the Old Testament at all? Did it come from the Satanists? I think repenting of the evil that brought her here is what he should do, and preserving the life of God’s people is what he should do, not giving life support drugs to a demon that should have been dead and we would be free if he hadn’t step
caretakeradvocates
6 days ago2 min read


Destroyed.
I can't even remember anymore the dreams and goals I used to have before I was a 24/7 caregiver. And this is Christianity? Keep those at home who wouldn't know any different if they were in a group home, and destroy those who had a human soul in the process?
caretakeradvocates
Jul 41 min read


The truth about insanity.
It's not good for people to live with the insane. In the bible the unclean were either seperated from society, or healed. Our model of living with them in our homes is Satanic. Demon possessed people are not the people we're supposed to help. They keep us from helping others. God always prioritizes his people, he even killed those that hurt his people.
caretakeradvocates
Apr 151 min read


Contagious Autism?
What if Autism is contagious, but not how we think of "contagious"? If we define "contagion" simply as something that spreads, propagates, or infiltrates, then it's logical that if Autism is caused by unclean spirits like the Bible says, then that uncleanness could spread just like many things spread that the Old Testament called unclean. "If a person touches any unclean thing... he also shall be unclean." (Leviticus 5:2) There are a few real life examples that intrigue me: T
caretakeradvocates
Mar 252 min read


Confessions of a caregiver.
1) If my daughter died my biggest emotion would be relief. 2) I would give up almost anything to set the clock back and change the decisions that led me to have her in my life. 3) I grieve every day that I will never have a family. 4) This isn't the life I wanted, and I don't know how to deal with that forever. 5) I am crushed, emotionally and spiritually, because my life and wellbeing is not even as important as a drolling infantile mentally absent person - not to our societ
caretakeradvocates
Feb 111 min read


What does it mean to be human?
Rough thoughts draft: Does she have a soul? She was created in a test tube and has an evil spirit. Is she human just because she looks human? What is a human? Satan took human form. “[God] breathed upon Adam’s face the breath of life, and the man became a living soul.” It says the spirits of the giants are here to destroy men, they devour everything. They are evil spirits on the earth. Autism is an evil spirit. Autism destroys families, devouring every bit of strength and ene
caretakeradvocates
Dec 25, 202510 min read


This is not motherhood.
My husband thinks I’m a bad mom. But I’m not a mom at all. I am a caretaker of a mad lunatic. I wanted to be a mom and now I will never be a mom because I'm too mentally and physically destroyed, too busy, too at my wits' end. I didn’t want to be a mom to be sentimental. I was never like other girls. I didn't care about the feel-good part. I wanted to be a mom so that I could teach and help someone learn to do what’s right, become a part of society, teach them to have a good
caretakeradvocates
Dec 25, 20251 min read


Demons destroy.
I do not believe that Christians are supposed to live with demons. They should be casting them out. There is no such thing in the Bible as a Christian living with a demon. Something is wrong with our Christianity, and with our lives. The Bible says Nebuchadnezzar had the mind of an animal. Jesus said people like that had a spirit that’s evil. That’s what the Bible says. I do not believe in acting like mental instanity is cute, or pretending we’re just a "unique family." I do
caretakeradvocates
Dec 25, 20252 min read


I’m the punching bag.
I’m the caregiver punching bag. I break my wrists, my back, my mental health, so that my husband can have an eternal infant to say “kiddo” to and everyone else can tell me she’s cute. I get to have my hands full of idiot piss in a disgusting sweaty handicapped bathroom in Albuquerque, I get to spoon-feed her while the stranger next to me criticizes me, I get to be the one making sure she doesn’t break everything in the store because she walks all over my husband and doesn’t r
caretakeradvocates
Sep 9, 20251 min read


Pneuma.
Pneuma, according to ancient Greeks and Romans was a driving force in the body, necessary for maintaining bodily functions. Pneuma was said by Aristotle and Plato to be a liquid-like substance forced through tubular nerves, causing the muscles to move. ...Alcmaeon (circa 500 bc) was the first to suggest that pneuma circulated within the arteries. ...Pneuma were at first considered to be inherent in the blood, not separate from it. ...In Stoic philosophy, pneuma meant "breath
caretakeradvocates
May 14, 20255 min read
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